I am homeeee.

Weekend was amazing. The family got along with Rachel, she fit right in. I think all my teenage cousins figured out I'm gay, think my aunties figured it out too.
Mum hasn't told them, that doesn't bother me. But I guess I'm just worried how they will react? I love them all and I don't want to be looked at differently or thought of differently. I never really thought about my families reaction to seeing me like I am now. I don't hide my gay side at all, you can tell by my look. I hope they all accept it. I would hate for anyone to feel uncomfortable around me. The thoughts of them being uncomfortable or not accepting it makes me really upset, I didn't think i'd care because I don't care what people think but I guess family is different. I'm worried. But like I said it's obvious and no one treated me differently, nor did they treat Rachel like she didn't belong.

I really had a good time and Rachel fit in better than I could have hoped for.

Going to sleep now because I've been driving all weekend and my eyes hurt. I miss Rachel sleeping next to me though :( well on me, more like it. She was so cold she clinged on all night and made me sweaty ahah.

(: